The first cut is the deepest, right?

February 1st 2012
Be 160 pounds
That means I need to lose 12 pounds from now to then! Can anybody give me some tips and things that are helpful to them?

Maybe I should just focus on losing 10 pounds a month until may! And maybe continue after until I’m happy with my body image! By then I should be 130 or less!

Sorry I have been totally mia! Tomorrow is my last da of finals and I have been overly stressed with studying! (so wish me luck tomorrow!) fingers crossed! Anyways, starting tomorrow (The 16th) I will be back on track! My diet has gone back to normal eating habits! Which are horrible! I never reached my goal of 168!:( but I’m still 172ish so I haven’t gained much back! Back to reaching my goal! ~ I don’t know how people can eat so healthy ALL the time with everyday life obstacles! But hey! I appraise you! I’m def. going to try harder! AND GET THERE! Xoxo

Fat, fat go away. Come again, NEVER.

So I’ve kind of not lost any… I’ve maintained 170 for about a week now and it’s bothering me. At least I’m not 180 anymore! My goal for wednesday was to be 168 but it’s the end of saturday and I’m 170.6 My goal is to lose 10 more pounds by Christmas! It’s so hard with 30 degree weather outside to exercise! :( I need Tips and Advice! PLEASE inbox me with advice and work outs! PLEASE!

Anonymous: What do you look like? Tell me about your life and why you're overweight? Biggest weakness? What you want the most?

Well, I’m 5’ 6” - 7” I’m currently 172 pounds. I have chest length brown hair. My thighs touch, my face isn’t thin, my bra makes my back look gross. I believe I’m over weight for many reasons. 1: I was never taught self control. My mom always gave me what I wanted and that was food. 2: My dad was abusive and I took it out on the comfort of food. I would find myself hiding and eating. The more they would say no the more I wanted it I guess. My biggest weakness? Food wise? Or life wise? Well, food wise, probably unhealthy things, I like salad but what about the croutons and dressing, any bread or sweet. Well all of my friends are pretty and thin. I want to be pretty and thin, I want a boyfriend and my thighs to not touch or have to worry what angel my face is in a picture so I don’t look fat. I want to smile with confidence and as i do that i don’t want my fat cheeks to push my eyes closed. I want to be lifted and not feel like an elephant, or be able to sit on someone’s lap. I’m a junior in hs and I’ve never had a boyfriend. No guy looks at me and thinks I have to have her. I’ve never been the pretty go to girl. When I see commercials of weddings, I always wonder if I’m ever going to have one. Me looking like a THIN princess with my prince charming. The other day my best friend told me that I would crush a guy… Physically. Lucky for her she’s 110 pounds. Words do hurt. They make me go home and throw up. And the weird thing is that I haven’t ever cried because I was fat. Not once. Why? I don’t know. I wish I started this journey at the beginning of summer so I wouldn’t have to worry so much about it now. I want to be confident. I want my collar bones to poke out. I want to have a flat stomach. I want my jaw line to show. I want to be skinny.

I’m 172 today and my goal by Wednesday is to be 168! I haven’t been in the the 60’s since, heck I don’t know! 8th grade!!! So in getting close to G1!